I got to admit I push people around. To them I come across as mean and what not but honestly I am lost. I make fun of people to hide my own insecurities. People that are easy to make fun of, I do, like Raymond. He has a huge head and I make fun of him for it because I know people make fun of me behind my back, or even to my face. Either way, people think I am mean but I just need a way to make me feel good about myself.
"Hey Squeaky!" I say in a squeaky voice like her own.
"What do you want fatso?" She says in return, which I really hate because she is pointing out my flaws once again.
"I want some watermelon so can we take a slice out of that" I giggle as I point at Raymond's head.
"You can make fun of me, but making fun of him is too far."
"Whatever, I didn't know you were his mother."
"Well I am. Do it again and I'll be yours as well."
I walk away because I am upset. I hate how annoying her voice is, it rings on and on. She is a brat, her parents do everything for her. And she is way overconfident I just cannot wait for someone to come along and beat her into the ground. Try running down there! I start laughing as I think this to myself.
Getting the race over was the greatest thing ever. Squeaky may have lost finnaly!!!!! But then we hear the news, she won again, but watch out next year everybody may finnaly take revenge from all those stupid years that she has won. She doesn't deserve it and I just think that it is not right to win something over and over while being mean to people along the way. I will never respect her because she is the meanest girl I've ever met in my life.
Monday, May 2, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
Everything to me...
You know that feeling that you get inside,
The one you get when you see somebody,
Somebody very special to you,
The person that is in your life that changed it,
The one person that your life was missing,
And now that they have left nothing can be the same,
Now that they entered your life they cannot leave,
Even though you didn’t know them at one point you need them,
You need them there for support on your worst days,
To tell you how beautiful you look even when you know they are lying,
That one person that you think about without even trying,
The one person you need and all you can do is hope,
Hope that they see this connection too.
The one you get when you see somebody,
Somebody very special to you,
The person that is in your life that changed it,
The one person that your life was missing,
And now that they have left nothing can be the same,
Now that they entered your life they cannot leave,
Even though you didn’t know them at one point you need them,
You need them there for support on your worst days,
To tell you how beautiful you look even when you know they are lying,
That one person that you think about without even trying,
The one person you need and all you can do is hope,
Hope that they see this connection too.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Personification
I look in at you, see you staring back,
I sway in the breeze, loose my leaves,
I change my clothes in the form of my leaves,
I hold hands with others that stand by my side,
I don't miss either day or night,
I am always awake looking at you,
Wishing I could run away like a kid mad at her parents,
But I just sit here every waking moment,
Dying and dying,
Then a dog comes and pees on me,
I pet the dog as it leans on me,
Maybe I can play catch in the park,
But nobody cares about me,
I am just a dying old tree.
I sway in the breeze, loose my leaves,
I change my clothes in the form of my leaves,
I hold hands with others that stand by my side,
I don't miss either day or night,
I am always awake looking at you,
Wishing I could run away like a kid mad at her parents,
But I just sit here every waking moment,
Dying and dying,
Then a dog comes and pees on me,
I pet the dog as it leans on me,
Maybe I can play catch in the park,
But nobody cares about me,
I am just a dying old tree.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
2081
The year was 2081. Everything was working out. I was the old lady causing the trouble in the nursing home. The one who made the nurse call the cops in the room and say "This lady is crazy! Get her out of here!" The cops just laugh and think, wow, this innocent little lady. Then they ask what I am even doing anyways. The nurse has to giggle a little bit when she says this now and then replies, "She is slamming into walls with her wheelchair and knocking down everything and anything in her way she just took out a 80 year old man!" The cops start laughing and then say "Hey! Lady what are you thinking?" All I say is, "I wanted some fun! I feel like I can touch the sky!" And that was my singing..."Never say never. (never say it, never never say it." Then I start rapping my husbands song from when he was younger...
"Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.
I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.
Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!
I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.
Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.
I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land."
"Take her outta here!" The cops yell and scream but right at that moment I wheelchair away and hide at an underground place...I will never be found until my husband finds me.
"Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.
I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.
Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!
I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.
Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.
I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land."
"Take her outta here!" The cops yell and scream but right at that moment I wheelchair away and hide at an underground place...I will never be found until my husband finds me.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Valentines Day
Spread the love, happiness and joy,
This is the day to do it.
Share a laugh, kiss, and hug,
Enjoy this day to the fullest.
It only comes once a year ,
and is meant to be the day of love.
Don’t be sad and all depressed,
If you don’t have someone to love.
All your friends love you tons,
It doesn’t matter if you are with someone.
If you belong with them or not.
Just remember on this day,
That we will always love you just the same.
....I do not really like this much so tell me how to make it better...
This is the day to do it.
Share a laugh, kiss, and hug,
Enjoy this day to the fullest.
It only comes once a year ,
and is meant to be the day of love.
Don’t be sad and all depressed,
If you don’t have someone to love.
All your friends love you tons,
It doesn’t matter if you are with someone.
If you belong with them or not.
Just remember on this day,
That we will always love you just the same.
....I do not really like this much so tell me how to make it better...
Friday, January 7, 2011
There is a reason they are called DREAMS.....
Waiting, hoping, wishing, dreaming.
Maybe today things will change.
All my waiting may be over,
All my hoping and wishing will come true,
And maybe just maybe my dreams will become reality.
This probably wont happen just like that,
If it does I will have the best thing I can ever have, you.
I wait because maybe just maybe you feel the same way.
I hope that one day we can be together,
I will wish that you are by my side and never leave,
And I dream that your mine.
Maybe today things will change.
All my waiting may be over,
All my hoping and wishing will come true,
And maybe just maybe my dreams will become reality.
This probably wont happen just like that,
If it does I will have the best thing I can ever have, you.
I wait because maybe just maybe you feel the same way.
I hope that one day we can be together,
I will wish that you are by my side and never leave,
And I dream that your mine.
Friday, December 10, 2010
poem about a painting... the wood carrier
Old and barely touched with life,
About to see an angel in the autumn,
His last hope is through this child,
Her blue shirt full of life,
She does not think anything is wrong with this picture,
With the old man using his watchful eye,
Keeping her out of trouble,
But he is in his own.
She has innocence,
Does not mean to harm,
She is doing nothing wrong,
Because of the old man's eye,
Watching and watching,
Waiting and waiting,
He doesn't know when it is coming,
But soon is sooner than he may think,
His watchful eye should be on himself,
But he is thoughtful and does not care,
He is willing to risk his life for this girl,
This girl is close in his heart and through love,
The love takes over all the other emotions,
This is where the old man will lie,
Not because something bad happens,
But because of his love for this young girl,
He is sacrificing everything for her,
Just like a grandfather to his granddaughter.
About to see an angel in the autumn,
His last hope is through this child,
Her blue shirt full of life,
She does not think anything is wrong with this picture,
With the old man using his watchful eye,
Keeping her out of trouble,
But he is in his own.
She has innocence,
Does not mean to harm,
She is doing nothing wrong,
Because of the old man's eye,
Watching and watching,
Waiting and waiting,
He doesn't know when it is coming,
But soon is sooner than he may think,
His watchful eye should be on himself,
But he is thoughtful and does not care,
He is willing to risk his life for this girl,
This girl is close in his heart and through love,
The love takes over all the other emotions,
This is where the old man will lie,
Not because something bad happens,
But because of his love for this young girl,
He is sacrificing everything for her,
Just like a grandfather to his granddaughter.
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